I Love You So

Gerard's P.O.V.

I got up to get some coffee for the upcoming day. Valentine's day was coming up and I needed to look for something to give the person I love. You could probably guess but, there's a good chance you'll get it wrong so, I will tell you. I am in love with Mikey. Yes, my brother... In MORE than a brotherly way. Yeah, I know that most of you people think it's sick and wrong and that it shouldn't be happening. Love is love and I can love whoever the fuck I wat to and I love my brother. Sometimes, on stage, instead of going to Frankie to mess with him, I go up to my brother. There are times I kiss his cheek, smack his ass, or run my fingers through his hair. I just know he loves the attention. He smiles at me sometimes when I'm messing with him. He also blushes at some points. I know that Frankie loves me but I'm not to sure about Mikey. I have a feeling that he might and another feeling that says he'll totally reject me and hate me. I have high hopes though. Frankie on the other hand absolutely loves my attention and he has kissed me as I have kissed and made-out with him on stage. I have feelings for both of them though. I gave Mikey a drawing of me and him hugging eachother. I really hope he loves it.